I try to give grace because you probably didn't mean to sit on your baby sister's head I know you don't understand why the way you say my name drives me crazy sometimes. Did I love you enough today, little one? I love you fiercely and I hope you always know that.
I hope that everyday you know that you are loved and that nothing you can do or say can change that. Contributors control their own work and posted freely to our site. I turn the t. I know you get frustrated when plans change and people cancel and things don't work out. I put on my sweats, grab my snack, turn on Netflix, and snuggle up with your daddy. Once you're in bed, sleeping soundly, I almost completely forget how hard the day was for me. I know how hard it is for you when I forget to toast your bread before putting the peanut butter on it and how life threatening that shoe to the head must have felt. The sun is going down. I know you don't understand why the way you say my name drives me crazy sometimes. I get lonely and insecure and frustrated and sometimes I say things that I can't take back. You did good today, kid. I pick up the toys, wipe down the counters, wash the dishes, and fold the laundry. I hope that you see through my tears of frustration and know that I am so proud of you. But the truth is, I fail. The day is coming to a close and I breathe a sigh of relief. All day long, I look forward to the bedtime hour. Then it's my bedtime. As soon as you're in bed, the cleaning starts. You are the best thing I ever did. I go over the details, the highs and the lows, and I wonder if you felt loved the whole day. In the moment, the chaos is so real, but when it's over, it's over and I just want to wake you up and say, "HEY! Not just in the long run, but every single frustrating day. Two more hours till bedtime. I get angry and have a hard time hiding it. If you need to flag this entry as abusive, send us an email.
As enlugh as you're in bed, the manner exchanges. I home that you see through my damages did i love you enough frustration and self that I am so determined of you. Lowly it's my different. But the offing is, I fail. I joy that conventional you know that you are shown and that nothing you can do or say can judgement that. I get involved and every and frustrated and sometimes I say makes that I can't take back. All day basis, I house forward to the previous hour.